6th day into 2012
They said the world will come to an end in 2012. Who knows it might just be true with all this natural disasters happening around the globe? Of course nobody is ready to die no matter how ready you are.
Ended 2011 and welcomed 2012 in Bangkok this year. A total different culture and experience for me. Not one of best trips but definitely the best way to end the year with. It’s the company that counts really. And to have the two guys best friends (still) around is just pure bliss.
2011 have not been a good year for many around me. Constant roller-coaster rides, deaths, financial issues, etc. I sincerely hoped that 2012 would be a better year for all even if we would be dead by the end of this year.
Last year was definitely not much of a smooth year for me. I think I have to admit that I usually took it to heart about how people think of me even though I kept stressing that I don’t usually give a fuck, I think it actually do. A huge part of me have lost interest in life, with work or with whatever I’m doing. It sucks because 2 years back I loved what I’m doing, I loved my job. It’s the same thing about work every now and then. I feel jaded, feel like I can’t do it anymore and then everything became fine after a while. But this time, it’s final. I need a new working environment, a positive one. It’s also time I bite the dust too.
Family? They’ve been a huge part in my life. Seeing MamaLee and PapaLee getting weaker as age catches up with them is not a good feeling but oh well, what to do? We are all born to die one day. Some day it’ll me my turn or yours. Just wishing that they will have a better, less busy life in the coming future. One where they can drive the car out to wherever and not need to go to work. Just stay home and enjoy life.
I think this Bangkok trip has changed me a little. Not that I went for a sex change. More of like a spiritual thing, something inside has changed.
I’m all ready for 2012! Hoping for the best of course ;)
With all that, (and hope that it’s not too late) A happy 2012 to one and all!
